Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Day 113

Yesterday I finished reading the Carrie Diaries by Candace Bushnell.  That book caused me a lot of thinking and a slight meltdown.
Needless to say, I can not wait to get my hands on the next in the series Summer in the City.

I've put on nearly 6 pounds this past week.  Been eating a ton of sandwiches. I see a cereal and ramen noodles detox in my future.  I'm a stress eater.  And right now, my mother has gotten me ready to throw her out a window. 

Buddy of mine made a statement that hit extremely hard.  He said that until I ether A) find a husband and finally get some respect from my family {very very long story} or B) my mother dies, I will never have a life of my own. 
And I really hate to admit it, but that is pretty much the truth of it.   I get treated like a child because I am not married.  Everyone in my family sees me like I am still 12 because there is no ring on my finger. 

My frustration is showing on the scales.


  1. Marriage doesn't make you an adult. I've seen that mentality in my own family too though. So sad.

  2. Kristin... I'm just not sure how to deal with it anymore.

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