It was one of those days yesterday where I could barely move. My back and left hip were killing me for most of the day.
Then the pressure was gone. Lovely. Then the cramps. Damn it!
My period has a mind of it's own.
This whole early menopause thing is worse then advertised I swear. I; like most women; keep track of it every month, so what the hell is going on here? I should not have been due for another week and a half, but yet it shows up early.
I was warned this would/could happen. That it would start to become slightly mismatched, lasting for a few days extra some months, being shorter on others. But nearly a full two weeks early? Outrageous !
Oh, and the pain. I thought my car accident 4 and a half years ago was horror. Broken bones, a walk in the park compared to the damned cramps now.
The insomnia hits every night. The headaches for no reason some days are killers. The hot flashes - I don't get them yet knock on wood but I am constantly cold. I can't seem to keep warm no matter what. I roam around my apartment with the heat full blast and still have to have a sweater. And I have two moods- crying or anger.
This sucks. And from what I'm told, it could last another eight years. What the hell?
And why am I going through this when I'm not even 37 yet? My car accident and the surgery I needed after it kick started it. So the doctor tells me. Great lovely wonderful.
Damn it! I want ice cream.