Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Day 229

So, if you've been wondering what happened to me and do not read my other blogs,  then you might not know that I fell last Friday and shattered my right knee cap needing to have surgery.
I just posted the missing movie de jour from last Friday. Day 85

I'm a full week behind on that cause I was in the hospital.  So now the fun and hell begins, as I am unable to use my leg for the next 6 weeks.  I have a large brace on, and am not allowed to bend the knee nor am I allowed to put any weight through it.  Totally helpless on crutches and on mother's sofa.  I may never see the inside of my apartment again at this rate as I can not do stairs at all.

I will be getting back on track with the blogging over the next few days. 

Thursday, February 23, 2012

Day 228

Posted the movie de jour Day 83
Yes, I posted a movie yesterday, just did not post on this blog because I had nothing to say.

I got some flack for being this far into the movie challenge and having not done a western yet, so guess what, today is a western.

I saw WWE's Monday night Raw, hope Wade Barrett heals quickly.

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Day 227

It's 3am here and I am awake.  Movie de jour is up. Day 81
This is one of my favourite films.  It sums up much of how I believe certain things in life are.

Insomnia once again.

Not reading anything this week, not in the mood to cook much either.  I've eaten more pizza this winter since braking my foot back in November then I think I have in the last four years combine. 
Yeah, I'm lacking something to blog right now to make the post more then just a sentence long.

Stay safe

Monday, February 20, 2012

Day 226

Today's movie de jour is up.  Day 80
I updated the two from the weekend as well with the poster art, and fixed my spelling mistakes.  Those are just a few reasons I hate using the computer at my mothers even when I get a chance to. The ability to upload photos isn't there and the spell check does not work.  Totally sucks.

Birds are singing and the sun is up over the city.  It looks like it's going to be a lovely day.
It's Family Day here in Canada, which means nothing is open.  Day off for almost everyone.
So, happy long weekend.

Sunday, February 19, 2012


Movie de jour is up. Day 79

We are now in Pisces.  More planet shifts too. Neptune is there now I believe which would put it there for the first time in over a hundred years.
Yes, I have been reading my books and newsletters this week. Can you tell?

For those with tarot cards, watch out for the Hermit for the next few days. Eventhough it's the card of practical solitude, with the shift happening with the planets, it might start to appear more then normal along with the Page of Cups.
Page of Cups is the card of daydreams and intuition.

Saturday, February 18, 2012

Day 224

Movie de jour is up.  Day 78

And for those who might be thinking the movie is massivly late... you're just used to me watching one at night and posting in the morning.  I actually took my fabulous self to the cinema today.  Spent the afternoon there.
Very expensive day, saw two films.  Ghost Rider 2 Spirit of Vengence and  This Means War.  
What can I say, Nicolas Cage and Tom Hardy, all that was missing was the hot boyfriend to make out with in the semi dark and over crowded screening room. Oh well, some day my perfect nerdy prince will come to me. 

Can we talk about Tom Hardy for a minute... or you know drool.  It took me a few minutes to realize where I had seen the other dude in that movie before.  The Star Trek Rebot from 2009.
Two Star Trek men in one film.  Damn.  For those who are not trekkies like I sometimes have to admit I sort of have been... Tom Hardy played Shizon in the 2002 STNemesis.

Friday, February 17, 2012


I can do nothing but panic, wait and cry.  
Blogger is once again having issues with photos.  I've lost 7 years of stuff it would seem, things are not even showing up in old email copies/newsletters.
Ironic isn't it, that I only last night said that I felt massive changes coming and that I wanted to reinvent my public self.

I don't even know what photos I used over the years for certain things to replace them if I end up needing to.  Most of my photos were only on my blogs and in emails, because of computer crashes. 

Life is messed up at times Eh?

Well, I suppose a large chunk of my blogging will be on hold until this issue is fixed. 

P.S.  Today's movie de jour was Day 77 - Clockwork Orange.

Thursday, February 16, 2012

222 b

It's been a really bad and weird week for me.
Ever get tired of being you?  I totally understand why certain actors won't sign on a series for more then four years, and why the average tv show is 6 or 7 years. You get bored.  Why the term seven year itch is so popular. 
When I was a teenager, I was given a nic name. I used that nic name in my work.  It became a name I used for some of my main characters when I wrote, and it became who I was.  Or more rightly I became who the name was. Half my work is signed under that particular name. I kept it too until I was in my early thirties.  For twenty years I was that character.
I chose to create a new character when I was 32. It was meant to be a short lived thing. Meant to be used only for about a year in a film and online. 
The persona took over my daily life. It's been six years and don't know right now if I want to still try to fit into the mold of this uber me.  This heightened sense of self.
I keep thinking, that I should never have taken that first photo of myself without the wig and costume. Maybe then I wouldn't feel like I was trapped somewhere between the character and me. But I did and I am.
I keep hearing the phrase "it's a transitional time"  in conversations and seeing it in astrology and tarot card readings.  I am thinking I need to really take that term to heart.
I mentioned the other day that the Three of Swords card has been coming up all week in readings, and that it means the end of something. Usually either a relationship or the end of a cycle. 
That card has got me thinking.   Dude I'm bored.  I've also put so much energy into the last few years of my life, into being this persona.  My physical health has never been great, but now my emotional health is taking a dive too.  I'm stressed out and anxious about nearly nothings, and a lot of it has to do with trying to keep up with the creature I've made myself into.
So a few of you are thinking, why am I posting this here and not on my main blog?  Well, this is the blog that is suppose to be calm and quiet.  The no-bullshit blog.  So, this is me laying down my sword for the moment.

P.S.  the movie post tomorrow will be late for those following the movie challenge blog

Day 222

The movie de jour is up.  Day 76

Anyone else hear about the Solar flares that are causing a solar storm?  A friend of mine emailed me a link about the article.   Seems it's been happening all week because of the shift in one of the planets and the sun has been reacting to it.
That could explain a lot given the way the past few days have been going. 

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Day 221

Just after midnight, and very glad to see the day shift.  
Okay, the movie de jour is up. Day 75

It was a day where the Three of Swords kept popping up in tarot.   A card that pardon the pun, has a double edged to it.
It can mean heartbreak or it can mean the end of bad times.  Either way, there is an element of sadness to it.

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Day 220

The movie de jour is up. Day 74
Plus,  Because this is Valentines, I've got a short list of romantic comedies posted too. 
So two posts today over on the movie blog. 

All for love and love for all

Monday, February 13, 2012

Day 219

The movie de jour is up. Day 73

Still dark outside here, still cold. Still at mother's. 
Cheer up, it's a Monday and I'm sure I'll have some stuff to talk about later.

So yeah the movie is up.

Sunday, February 12, 2012

day 218

Just a note to say the movie de jour is up. Day 72

It's one of the teenaged vampire movies. I know, I will disapoint a few wrestlers with that one...I disapoint and shock myself sometimes.
I'm on mother's computer so not a lot to say right now.

Stay gold everyone.

Saturday, February 11, 2012

Day 217

The movie de jour is up.  Day 71

Still dark out.  Winds are rough threatening my windows.  I can't help but wonder how many ended up standing in line at midnight last night for the Twilight 4?  Sort of can't wait to get to a newspaper to find out.
Yes, I'm more interested in the subculture then the film.  I think we've all done that in our lives a few times.  Stand in line for hours for tickets/autographs etc. 

Friday, February 10, 2012

Day 216

The movie de jour is up. Day 70

Thursday, February 9, 2012

Day 215

The  movie de jour is up. Day 69

I look forward to the movie I have on schedule for tomorrow.  I only have a few moments, as I once again am at mother's and computer time is limited. 
I only popped in right now to say that today's movie is up. 

There are fire and emergency vehicles outside the building.  Which in it's randomness has nothing to do with blogging about movies.

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Day 214

The movie de jour is up.  Day 68
I posted it about an hour ago.

This film gets a weekend DVD release.

I'm actually seeing a trend with a few men starting to talk about this series of movies.  Will be interesting to see if the local news talks about the film again like it did for the last one.

Okay, yeah I'm talking about Twilight 4 which means I've really got nothing to talk about this morning, totally just looking for anything to blog about.

That and I felt the blog needed some sort of pic.

Catch you all tomorrow.

Tuesday, February 7, 2012

Day 213

Movie de jour is up.  Day 67

When working on a crafting project, always remember to check the size of the glue sticks when buying a new glue gun.
I was working few days ago on the cover for the scrapbook, and all my pieces were falling off because of the glue I had. 
I decided to break down and get a glue gun.  So I got one, and it said use mini sticks.  
The packages of glue sticks beside it in the next shelf, said mini.   I bought some.  Turns out, not as mini as they are suppose to be.   Sticks are too big for the hole.

Process that for a second stop laughing, I realize it sounds like a dirty joke so I will rephrase.

The glue sticks are the wrong size for the glue gun.
Now stop laughing at the fact I bought the wrong ones. 

Monday, February 6, 2012

Day 212

I don't know why I bother going home anymore?  I've spent more time here at mother's in the last year then I have in my own place.

The movie de jour is up.  Day 66

You know what I really do not like when it comes to the internet, spammers and beggers.   Spammers are something we sort of just have to deal with.  But beggers... that's another story isn't it.  And yeah, I'm getting a nice stream of readers on everything I write all over the internet, so I'm not overly worried about that.  But, can't deny that the movie challenge blog is feeling a little anemic. I keep telling myself it's still early in the year and that if I keep working at it... besides, the movie challenge was started for other reasons.
Not saying there isn't readers, cause there are a few just none that seemed to have hit the join button.  Which brings me to the whole beggers thing.
I know that's what networking is for, but I've been part of a ton of blog networks over the years, some were really great and some were really horrible. 

Coffee and randomeness good way to start the day

Sunday, February 5, 2012

Day 211

It's still dark outside  
The movie de jour is up. Day 65.
I would go back to bed, but I have a few places I need to go to today.  Sundays used to be so relaxing, days that I actually looked forward to. Not so much right now.
I was awake at 3:13am... not kidding that number is haunting me just like a certain city... making a list of the themes I wanted to do for the scrapbook part of the movie challenge.  I swear this thing has taken on a life of it's own. What started off as a little thought, just a little thing to give me some much needed structure, has turned into the Frankenstein of my year.
I can see why the astrology newsletters I get all are talking about how art and music will take over in the next 14 years because of Neptune moving into Pisces.  Creativity will be springing up like weeds.  In a good way. 

Expect a massive change in the music industry over the next year and a half because of it.  New styles man.

Saturday, February 4, 2012

Day 210

It's 5:30am here, and I just posted the movie de jour. Day 64

I'm awake for unknown reasons this morning, a good three hours before my alarm is set to go off.  And just a few minutes ago before I logged in here to post, I had at lest twenty things I was thinking about. And of course the second I see the blank square to blog, my mind goes blank as well.

Friday, February 3, 2012

Day 209

Posted the movie de jour this morning. Day 63

Dentist yesterday went very very well.

Having a quiet day going in circles on websites for scrapbooks, as well as just sitting around on my arse with my own scrapbooking supplies, listening to Alice Cooper CDs.

Why are the few hobbies I have so expensive?

I'm working on a major scrapbook project to go along with the movie challenge

Thursday, February 2, 2012

day 208

The movie de jour is up day 62

Dentist today. Should be interesting trying to get there in this weather trying to figure out the bus.
Then, I have no idea what the rest of my day will look like. Feel like a full day will be crammed into just a bare three hours because of the dentist.
And I know I made this blog to be drama free, but without anything to really rant on, finding it harder and harder to post every single day on this blog.   Must do something interesting.

Catch you all on the bside... yes I'm at mother's again trying to use her computer.

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Day 207

There's a rant up on my main blog if anyone reads that anymore.

The movie de jour is up.  Day 61
And as I was saying yesterday on the main blog about the movie challenge,  I've got some lists of Top 5 movies scheduled for the challenge as well.  There are already two up, next will be in time for Valentine's week. 

And that would be about it this morning.  I've got a sinus headache that makes my face feel like it's falling apart, and I'm ready to kill the neighbours and it's only 6:30am.